It honestly boggles my mind how you care so much about me when I tell you that I’m so fucking over your bullshit/don’t want to deal with you anymore. Why do you even bother begging for my attention when YOU’RE the one that doesn’t want to make it work?? I guess it’s true what they say…. You want what you can’t get.
And that’s fucked up.
It’s cool that y’all have found and moved into your own individual circles but it just sucks that I’ve lost mine. Whatever times have changed and I don’t blame y’all for doing your own thing. It just sucks to be and feel left out…
A million things going through my mind…you’re that million. FML. Just when i thought everything was okay….
Temporary relapse…on a side note..yeah I’m an attention whore. And frankly I deserve it after how I’ve been treated. I need someone to smother me.
I knew this would happen…. Why do I always set myself up for disappointment?????
Why do I see myself speeding in my car and hitting a brick wall sooo perfectly as if it were reality? I’m so annoyed beyond repair I could just do it.
This is gonna sound so fucking sad but damn I need a fucking hug…..
Feeling so fuckin lonesome….
I honestly want to drop out of school and just work. I wish I could literally buy my credentials and all that jazz …. just like in the homeland hahaha. No..but seriously!
